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I'm a plethora of adjectives, some are good, but most are just down right awful. I'm extremely blunt. I don't sugar coat anything. So if you can't handle it, then don't fucking talk to me. Don't take me too seriously either, because I'm a sarcastic fuck. Most people get upset with me, usually for all the wrong reasons. My life consists of guitar, song writing, singing, and Christofer Drew. I fancy distinct jaw lines, meaningless tees, and freckles. Some amazing people have called me an inspiration, and trust me; that means ever so much to me. I don't like people who label themselves; labels are for sheeple, those trying to stand out while standing in, and its just fucking unworthy. If you can't understand that, well, you have the brain size of a tree frog's testicle.
I'm no where near perfect, so if that is what you're looking for, you might as well belt up & clear off.
I’m pretty much against judgmental fucks. I mean, the only thing I judge really bad on is music. I have no idea why but yeah. Everybody has the right to express them self. As I, I’m not afraid to dress how I dress, act how I act or even do what I do. You accept me for me or you can back the hell off. I think it’s disgusting when people have problems with races or same sex lovers. Let people love and feel for who they want. Racism? You can just stop there. It doesn’t matter if somebody is green with yellow spots. They’re human just like you and I. Drinking and drugs I am against. I honestly don’t see any reason in these. I can have just as much fun sober as you can fucked up. If you can’t then you just aren’t alive. I have a big speech about this but I won't say it. The biggest thing I hate with a passion is people who have a God-like attitude. I can’t even explain it without going into the length of a Harry Potter book.
With my life came a few problems. Anxiety and Agoraphobia. I have severe cases of these and many others. I’m basically an unstable person. People say I use these as a crutch but why would I? Why would somebody want to be scared of the world? To be scared to go out and actually do things? I’m sure that I can’t accomplish all of my dreams if I stand back, right? These are some things I am working on. So, with these flaws and MANY OTHERS I have, you accept me or don’t bother. But with not just flaws mentally, my mind loves to create flaws psychically.
I’ve never really met somebody who understands me 100% or really really close to it but I’ve met a very few who can kind of get there. I need that person to stand by my side all the way. To the end of the world. Who would stand by my side while I’m freaking the fuck out, even with a knife to their throat. To just place a finger on my lips and say “Shh, it’s alright." With both friends and love. This is the biggest part on getting to me is understanding me as much as possible.
I am a very strong person. I will never ever let anybody get me down. If you do find some magical way of knocking me down, you’re fucked. You can basically say anything you want and I won't give a fuck. You can knock me down and I’ll get up with a smile. I’ll never let anybody stop me from what I want. I’m not going to let some immature fuck add on more to what I already go through. I deal with enough already. Go tell someone they’re beautiful and knock your shit off. I believe that everybody is beautiful. Don’t say you are horrible looking to me. If I find somebody saying they’re ugly, expect to see me there saying you’re beautiful.